I seem to be very good at letting myself down. Not only that, but I also seem to be good at letting other people down, too. I hate that. If there was one thing about me that I hated the most it would be the letting myself down part. I'm okay with letting other people down. I don't really care about them. Certain people, though. I'd hate to let down my parents or my best friend (or a girlfriend, if God forbid I should ever have one of those). But more to the point, I hate letting myself down.
I like to think I do it a lot because I set unrealistic goals for myself that are nearly impossible to reach. That could be part of it, but I know deep down there's more to it than that.
I guess it's one of those things I just have to go on a nifty soul searching quest to find for myself. I'm good with that. Australia? Ireland? How about Europe in general? I don't know. I'll figure something out. I think the first step towards anything else in life is getting a job. I owe too many people money. I actually only owe two people money, but two is two too many.
Blogging is fun when you're in the mood for it.
It's somewhere around 3:45 in the morning here in Simi Valley. What is a boy to do? Not a girl, apparently.
I shall occupy myself with something awesome. Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog, here I come!
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