I Always Seem To Let Myself Down

I seem to be very good at letting myself down. Not only that, but I also seem to be good at letting other people down, too. I hate that. If there was one thing about me that I hated the most it would be the letting myself down part. I'm okay with letting other people down. I don't really care about them. Certain people, though. I'd hate to let down my parents or my best friend (or a girlfriend, if God forbid I should ever have one of those). But more to the point, I hate letting myself down.

I like to think I do it a lot because I set unrealistic goals for myself that are nearly impossible to reach. That could be part of it, but I know deep down there's more to it than that.

I guess it's one of those things I just have to go on a nifty soul searching quest to find for myself. I'm good with that. Australia? Ireland? How about Europe in general? I don't know. I'll figure something out. I think the first step towards anything else in life is getting a job. I owe too many people money. I actually only owe two people money, but two is two too many.

Blogging is fun when you're in the mood for it.

It's somewhere around 3:45 in the morning here in Simi Valley. What is a boy to do? Not a girl, apparently.

I shall occupy myself with something awesome. Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog, here I come!

Today, today.

Plans for today? I hope so.

So far, just the Burn Notice marathon. Have to recap before the new season which is Thursday.

Then I think I'm picking up Ora around 3. Back here for food and good times. Then who knows that!

Okay. 11:49.42 a.m. and time for Burn Notice.

Oh boy.

I'm trying to keep up with MySpace, Facebook, LiveJournal, DeviantArt, and this blog thing. It's hard staying connected when you're a writer who spends most of his time locked away in a secluded, undisclosed location for fear of interruption and retribution! But I do what I can.