Fuck life.

I am trying not to waste anymore time posting in this useless blog. Nobody is going to read this. So why bother? I suppose it's healthy for me to write about this shitty life of mine. So here it is, in its entirety

I've been missing a lot of class lately. I haven't been motivated to get up and drag my lazy ass all the way to Moorpark. It seems like a short drive, but it isn't. Not for me. But that isn't the reason I'm not going. I just don't feel like schooling is for me. I'm not interested in doing all of this work for deadlines and classes I don't care about. I'm ready to move on and find what I'm meant to do with my life.

I've been lonely lately. I haven't had anyone to cuddle with. I haven't had anyone to hug or kiss. Not that that is all I want, but it's part of it. I want someone. And everyone I want doesn't want me. Great! Fantastic! Fuck you.

I need a vacation. I need to get away from here. I want to go back to Australia. I want to find a place to call my home. I feel like a stranger here, for obvious reasons. But I just want to have friends who make me feel welcome and I want a girl who makes me feel warm and happy and satisfied with my life.

There's plenty of other shit to write about, but the key strokes on this shitty Mac are very loud, and I feel like I'm disturbing the rest of the class trying to watch this shitty video.